Friday, May 30, 2003
kau katakan aku munafik?
....aku hanya perempuan
kau katakan aku terlalu agresif?
....aku hanya perempuan
kau katakan aku lemah?
....aku hanya perempuan
kau katakan kau perlu aku?
....aku hanya perempuan
kau katakan kau tidak perlu aku?
....aku hanya perempuan
kau katakan supaya aku pergi saja ?
aku
pergi
tapi ingat
aku ini ada hanya ketika kau perlu aku..
aku...hanya perempuan...
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Tuesday, May 27, 2003
...still being haunted by a thousand cloak of the twilight...
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Wednesday, May 21, 2003
lent et douloureux...
in the twilight..
with some vanilla ice cream
and marlboro lights..
feels good
feels sad
feels like want to kill something
maybe time..
maybe days..
endless pain..
tell me
can i cry for a thousand years
without knowing
will cry can ever be smiling?
slow
and painful..
twilight side before dying
because torturing self in deadly poet...
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Monday, May 12, 2003
dark angels follow me
over a godless sea
mountains of endless falling,
for all my days remaining,
what would be true..
sometimes i see your face,
the stars seem to lose their place
why must i think of you..
why should i.. why should i cry for you..
why would you want me to..
and what would it mean to say...
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Friday, May 09, 2003
tadi malam setelah menonton sex and the city.. terdiam dan tanpa sadar menangis! Bukan karena mengagumi akting dari si aktris atau betapa bagusnya film tersebut tetapi yang terjadi mungkin terlalu merasakan apa yang dirasakan si carrie bradshaw.. i know how she felt.. its goddamned hurt! Tapi lalu tersenyum.. sebagaimanapun sakitnya, sebagaimanapun tersiksanya kita..
hey!! wake up! we still have some friends to cheer us up! SAY THAT U LOVE YOUR FRIENDS TODAY!!!!!
Have a nice weekend, guys......
*still mourning in the corner of the twilight.....*
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Tuesday, May 06, 2003
the more i silent is the more i talk to u
my ears accompany me no more
and the immortal solitude begin to fade away
a name, without a face, becomes my closest friend
ash to ash..dust to dust they said
but without my ears there words float away
into inferno
and i find myself fall again
gravity fails me and laughs at my descent
just like regret when god create the seventh day
in his image he said... but hurt like this does he?
so painless
so why do these tears paint my cheeks?
smile they said
but a smile wont cushion the blow
smile ruin my day
but hides the emotion that defines my heart
loveless
need a garden of soul
a milk with pale face
with eyes clearer than glass
i will go with you
without this anger
and your steps will ressurrect my dead ears
and with the blue sword of the emptiness
..torture me
sending my nerves miles from peace
even a dream become an endless pain
give to me even a whisper of a reason
so i die without a mercy of the angels
begging for another breath
but breath seem no longer give an orgasm
ini puisi lioni ama temen lioni di amrik.. bersaut2an.. cuma yang licik lioni agak2 mencontek kata2 dirmawan hatta.. abis romantis!! ga apa apa deh asal saya akui.. hihi.. PLAGIAT!!! cuek ah!
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Friday, May 02, 2003
i keep asking, what's your lie?
it is disturbing..this isnt mine
why days keep passing
a lot of time
i don't feel right
please Gawd let me sleep tonight
everyday confronted circumvents giving in
i just wanna know why!
please Gawd help me from my painful situation
die tonight.. die tonight..
please Gawd don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die...
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Lust...
he makes me wants to hurt myself again
About Me
[name :pelacur]
[age : immortal]
[description : Fat And Sexy]
[emotion : complicated]
[love : strawberry]
[hate : School]
[give me something to uncomfortable myself]
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